I have not been here in over a year. Life has been hell in the last year, we lost our little baby and somehow even simple things like taking out the garbage became monumental. Arguements erupted over whether or not we kissed goodbye... AND... drum roll... I HATE MY JOB. That's been a long time coming and never so strongly as now. I am looking for the back door and plan to scuttle like a rat deserting the sinking ship. I can't swim, but at least I am with someone who can. Despite the trash build up and the petty arguements over kissing, we are closer than we have ever been. I know this is a gift and it is a treasured one. The wonderful thing about true love (wuv, twue wuv) is that despite everything else, it grows and grows until you think you will burst, but then you simply expand yourself to accommodate it. Sappy? Maybe. But also true. The pain hits and you think you will die. And then the love hits and you know you can make it just a little farther. Listened to some John Mayer the other day and I have a new theme song. You need to go and find it for yourself. It's on the Continuum CD and when you hear the song, you will know it... a hint? Try track 5. Let me know what you think.